Friends

If u love me as a friend you'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. This is to all my friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one you love for the one u like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.KEEP UR HEAD UP!If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!

That's normally how I (and probably you) think of friends.

But sometimes your friends will be mean, or they'll say something someone else said about you that you didn't really want to know. And that night you'll be laying in bed at 3:00am with the thick blanket over your body and tears streaming down your face, and the cotton sheets start becoming soggy and the duvet that was supposed to be muffling the noise your making is muffling your breath. You find yourself pulling the blankets of your face and your face being hot and your head pounding and a ringing in your ears, and the memory of what is making you like this cramming it's way into every thought. Days, or weeks, or months pass and you keep crying at night. Soon you find yourself talking about your friends behind their backs, or dreading when they phone. But when you don't see them, you misss them, you miss them so much I added an extra 's' on 'miss'.LOL. And even though you hate them secretly, you love them when you can't hate them. So try not to hate them, if they're mean then don't be friends with them, and if you can't stop being friends with them, then they're not that mean, because you still love them.